Man, I really really miss Lauren. It's so freakin hard to be away from her. Every day I try to count down until the next time we will be together and think that in the future that we will be together every day but it's just so stinkin hard to get through today. I swear I find myself loving her more and more every day. She helps me and teaches me daily how to be a more positive and inspiring person. I love her and I know that she and I are going to be fine and continue to grow together. Lauren makes me want to be the partner I've always wanted to be and I look forward to working together to be the best couple we can be and the best people we can be for each other and ourselves. I am so in love with lauren.